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My Haunting Memories
2 min read
I work in a Hospital, I work as a male nurse.
When I first began my journy to help people, to really help people, it was more like a romantic dream which I lived, today, its like 6 Months ago, I see alot of things clearer, maybe wiser than before. Forget about the dramatic shit of Emergency Room or Chicago Hope, forget about House M.D. reality couldnt be futher away.
I saw things, I couldnt even imagine, theres no dramtic music playing at your final seconds, theres no nice thoughts or heroism, you know what most people say? - Most people are afraid of dying, most people cry, most people beg and pray to you to save them, to help them keep on living their lives, even if theres no cure for them, even if they know, they keep on. I just started my apprenticeship and i grew thoughtful beyond my limits of imagination. Its not that I cant live with it, its more like being reflective on life and living itself.
Somtimes when I close my eyes, I see the Patients who died.I did things which Iam not proud of, I cant tell you any more than beyond this point because I have a professional discretion but my conscience haunts me for what I did.
Sometimes I try to say to myself that it was for the good of the patient or ffs for greater good. But it wont give a shit about. It wont change the past. 6Months before, i wouldve told you that the past counts, but still wouldnt make a big impact on your todays live. Today my thinking is different, I know I have to live with the things I saw, and further, with the things I did to 'help'.
I know you can't understand what I just told you, but I thank you for your reading, because you just read my very soul.
I know you will never be able to understand what I say, because you werent there, because you dont do what I do, but lemme tell you, Im more grateful, and more awestruck of life than ever. Its a gift, you know? Live every Day as it would be your last, but remeber.. what you do in life, echoes in eternity.
Thank You.
When I first began my journy to help people, to really help people, it was more like a romantic dream which I lived, today, its like 6 Months ago, I see alot of things clearer, maybe wiser than before. Forget about the dramatic shit of Emergency Room or Chicago Hope, forget about House M.D. reality couldnt be futher away.
I saw things, I couldnt even imagine, theres no dramtic music playing at your final seconds, theres no nice thoughts or heroism, you know what most people say? - Most people are afraid of dying, most people cry, most people beg and pray to you to save them, to help them keep on living their lives, even if theres no cure for them, even if they know, they keep on. I just started my apprenticeship and i grew thoughtful beyond my limits of imagination. Its not that I cant live with it, its more like being reflective on life and living itself.
Somtimes when I close my eyes, I see the Patients who died.I did things which Iam not proud of, I cant tell you any more than beyond this point because I have a professional discretion but my conscience haunts me for what I did.
Sometimes I try to say to myself that it was for the good of the patient or ffs for greater good. But it wont give a shit about. It wont change the past. 6Months before, i wouldve told you that the past counts, but still wouldnt make a big impact on your todays live. Today my thinking is different, I know I have to live with the things I saw, and further, with the things I did to 'help'.
I know you can't understand what I just told you, but I thank you for your reading, because you just read my very soul.
I know you will never be able to understand what I say, because you werent there, because you dont do what I do, but lemme tell you, Im more grateful, and more awestruck of life than ever. Its a gift, you know? Live every Day as it would be your last, but remeber.. what you do in life, echoes in eternity.
Thank You.
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Hungering Creature
2 min read
dont talk here that often anymore, but well, should get up to it again.
Anyways, I work in a greek restaurant now, sometimes its nice, sometimes its the pure horror. It just depens on how many people wanna eat or drink shit.
And thats what I wanna talk about now;
There were a few things which catched my eye:
1.) When People eat, it looks awful, I never watched it really intense but most people eat with an unbelivable arrogance and selfishness, as if the food they get would be born, suffer and die just for them. After I noticed this, I just cant stand watching people eating stuff anymore, makes me sick.
2.) Restaurants, Bars, whatever, or in general terms 'gastronomy' is a total surreal place in which you are lost between lies you play for the people who eat there, like being pleasent, nice, friendly and the world of waste, each day, I see like 200 breads torn away in the streets. - On the front, everything is shiny and nice, in the back, the staff works their asses of to fulfil the hunger for everything in masses.
3.) Everything is bigger, has more power, is 'greater'. The machines there, you havent seen this shit at home, the dishwasher, cleans like 20 dishes at 50° Celsius in no time. The fat on the exhaust hood is so thick you could bath in it, its like a coat of 3 Centimeters. A Pizza takes like 5 Minutes.
After all, I get the feeling, mankind is a hungering creature who devastates, wastes and hungers for very anything. Like the inside, like the outside; The People, I can't really put it into words, its just so... its no eating, its devouring, and on the other hand, just the best pieces of food, and the rest, well you can throw it away. Like humans where the highend of the food chain, and THEN they burden about the food, too hot, too cold, too salty, too fat, whatever. Well guys, everyone who screws around with the food nature gifted to you; FUCK YOU.
Thanks for reading, and sorry for my english.
Anyways, I work in a greek restaurant now, sometimes its nice, sometimes its the pure horror. It just depens on how many people wanna eat or drink shit.
And thats what I wanna talk about now;
There were a few things which catched my eye:
1.) When People eat, it looks awful, I never watched it really intense but most people eat with an unbelivable arrogance and selfishness, as if the food they get would be born, suffer and die just for them. After I noticed this, I just cant stand watching people eating stuff anymore, makes me sick.
2.) Restaurants, Bars, whatever, or in general terms 'gastronomy' is a total surreal place in which you are lost between lies you play for the people who eat there, like being pleasent, nice, friendly and the world of waste, each day, I see like 200 breads torn away in the streets. - On the front, everything is shiny and nice, in the back, the staff works their asses of to fulfil the hunger for everything in masses.
3.) Everything is bigger, has more power, is 'greater'. The machines there, you havent seen this shit at home, the dishwasher, cleans like 20 dishes at 50° Celsius in no time. The fat on the exhaust hood is so thick you could bath in it, its like a coat of 3 Centimeters. A Pizza takes like 5 Minutes.
After all, I get the feeling, mankind is a hungering creature who devastates, wastes and hungers for very anything. Like the inside, like the outside; The People, I can't really put it into words, its just so... its no eating, its devouring, and on the other hand, just the best pieces of food, and the rest, well you can throw it away. Like humans where the highend of the food chain, and THEN they burden about the food, too hot, too cold, too salty, too fat, whatever. Well guys, everyone who screws around with the food nature gifted to you; FUCK YOU.
Thanks for reading, and sorry for my english.
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Feeling the power within
6 min read
Piep, piep, piep 6.00AM in the morning, again just slept 4hours. Its one of these mornings. Slowly I get up, actually I dont want to, fight with myself.
I dont feel like. Although I stand up, my body feels mat and powerless, I drag myself to the coffee, boot my computer, get fast something to eat, don't forget about the teethbrush.
My hair fly in all directions, my eyerings're darker than my coffee.
Then I sit infront of my computer and read Spiegel-Online.
Read how many people had to die this night in case of techniacal defects, human failure or just because it works.
In my head its echoing the one questions thats it there for serval years. - In what a nightmare I am?
To the school, nothing to drink or eat, no time for it.
Grey, heavy clouds push themselves over the sky,
its yet dawn but today the sun will not reach this place,
the emissions of the factorys, the poison is to strong.
The city, desert of concrete and stone with little green oases wakes up slowly.
Few and far between there are some animals but thats only seldom,
the sirens in the distance and the volume of the cares is to loud, I guess.
Trainstation, the drowning of the 60tones trails in the under hals of this bedraggeld area.
I am to late, already.
There where nights the drugs went from hand to hand are dragging early mornings blear peoples just like me their way.
On of these mornings again, grey, again get up and go further, what for?
I get in the muddy train, the mechanical sound of the wheels and the engine with its 5 1/2 thouasend ps pushes happy Co2 into the atmosphere which kills our planet.
Ich feel like an important part of the observation of our own doom. The lack of ideals, of values and konventional tollerance is replaced of commerce.
Everything I eat, everything I drink, I can be certain, someone gets killed for that.
Us, western countrys, are only doing well because we rip out others and have then the arrogance to say we were better developed.
What I see instead is rather like the sliding down into perversion, into an industrial world nobodys mind can stand.
Ask yourself why so many commit suicide, why the optimists are rare within these days.
Reach the school, get into walking and smoke a cigarette while walking, the blue dust draws deep within my lung. I feel it till the cells.
10Minutes later Iam in the class, it was noticed that I was 7minutes too late, my motivation and happyness is undescribable.
At least I have a school, right? - I should feel happy because there are kids who don't have this privilege.
The first two hours pass by fast, the hauntingly realization that flesh gets delivert
to us instead of giving it the natives around the viktoria lake in africa, those who
strave to death, and that the global warming our all lives' risks hits me while I see two films about it.
But, hey, it could be worse. I don't believe we can imagine how it is to fight for life.
Sport, the enervated teacher encounters me with unbelivbale motivation and pleasure of his Job. Loses patters I have to take, Iam only a student.
The break after, a cigarette, the next hours are freetime, teacher got a food poisoning.
I console someone who does not see any sense in anything anymore, hand on where I almost don't believe in my own words.
2Hours later, I sitting in the middle of mathclass, get back a klausur, an F. - "Well done, so you never get your abitur", I punish myself in my head.
Religion, we discuss about values, about the dignity of death. Things I disagree out of my foundation, what bugs me a life after when I live today and here?
Where is the dignity of dying? What the hell is dignity? Terms of abstraction the mankind has made for what? - I don't have a clue.
Although I get 9hours per day knowlegde pumped inside me I still don't understand so many things.
Haunting uncetainty and lost in melancholie goes it on. - Thirst and Hunger follow me on my way.
The class is closed, its 4.13PM GMT+1 and I run for my train, reach it and sit into a rather modern but at least even worse Co2 pumper like the one from the morning.
The tiredness overpowers me almost and I have trouble staying awake, move myself afterwards over the Junky-Station back to my untidy room. First, a coffee.
Its now 5.49PM GMT+1 and I sit here, thinking, my head filled up with reality, no place for fantasy in my life, I have 3h homework in front of me.
DJTiest underneaths my recover-phase with stylishly trance and ambience music. - I know so much, understandable after 12years school, I can explain the most, understand the most or at least comprehend it.
Anyhow there are still unbelievable many things I can't understand out of my inner, for example - why there is some much violence in the world?.
But hey could be worse, my life is pure, my life is fantastic! - Iam glad to be alive. There are many things that wear me down, few which makes me happy but specially those little things like the cherry on the top of a bunch of cream are those who make me enjoy my life so much and I have to admit that I like everything which happens to me, cause I grow on it and reach to further bigness.
One have to up more, my life isn't bad all time. This what I write out here, I didn't display it negative or positive, just the things, facts someone once told me which I now remeber and connect.
And tomorrow I will stand up again, dont feel like again, but why? - There is much beautiful on the world, the sunrays who touch my skin, warm me like the burning love that hurts sometimes but its a good hurt and I it lets me know that Iam alive. When I see simple things, as complex as the stuff I learn in school all days long, when I stroke a leaf. - I love my life and Iam very happy that you all here. Thank you so much, I only wanted you to know it.
I dont feel like. Although I stand up, my body feels mat and powerless, I drag myself to the coffee, boot my computer, get fast something to eat, don't forget about the teethbrush.
My hair fly in all directions, my eyerings're darker than my coffee.
Then I sit infront of my computer and read Spiegel-Online.
Read how many people had to die this night in case of techniacal defects, human failure or just because it works.
In my head its echoing the one questions thats it there for serval years. - In what a nightmare I am?
To the school, nothing to drink or eat, no time for it.
Grey, heavy clouds push themselves over the sky,
its yet dawn but today the sun will not reach this place,
the emissions of the factorys, the poison is to strong.
The city, desert of concrete and stone with little green oases wakes up slowly.
Few and far between there are some animals but thats only seldom,
the sirens in the distance and the volume of the cares is to loud, I guess.
Trainstation, the drowning of the 60tones trails in the under hals of this bedraggeld area.
I am to late, already.
There where nights the drugs went from hand to hand are dragging early mornings blear peoples just like me their way.
On of these mornings again, grey, again get up and go further, what for?
I get in the muddy train, the mechanical sound of the wheels and the engine with its 5 1/2 thouasend ps pushes happy Co2 into the atmosphere which kills our planet.
Ich feel like an important part of the observation of our own doom. The lack of ideals, of values and konventional tollerance is replaced of commerce.
Everything I eat, everything I drink, I can be certain, someone gets killed for that.
Us, western countrys, are only doing well because we rip out others and have then the arrogance to say we were better developed.
What I see instead is rather like the sliding down into perversion, into an industrial world nobodys mind can stand.
Ask yourself why so many commit suicide, why the optimists are rare within these days.
Reach the school, get into walking and smoke a cigarette while walking, the blue dust draws deep within my lung. I feel it till the cells.
10Minutes later Iam in the class, it was noticed that I was 7minutes too late, my motivation and happyness is undescribable.
At least I have a school, right? - I should feel happy because there are kids who don't have this privilege.
The first two hours pass by fast, the hauntingly realization that flesh gets delivert
to us instead of giving it the natives around the viktoria lake in africa, those who
strave to death, and that the global warming our all lives' risks hits me while I see two films about it.
But, hey, it could be worse. I don't believe we can imagine how it is to fight for life.
Sport, the enervated teacher encounters me with unbelivbale motivation and pleasure of his Job. Loses patters I have to take, Iam only a student.
The break after, a cigarette, the next hours are freetime, teacher got a food poisoning.
I console someone who does not see any sense in anything anymore, hand on where I almost don't believe in my own words.
2Hours later, I sitting in the middle of mathclass, get back a klausur, an F. - "Well done, so you never get your abitur", I punish myself in my head.
Religion, we discuss about values, about the dignity of death. Things I disagree out of my foundation, what bugs me a life after when I live today and here?
Where is the dignity of dying? What the hell is dignity? Terms of abstraction the mankind has made for what? - I don't have a clue.
Although I get 9hours per day knowlegde pumped inside me I still don't understand so many things.
Haunting uncetainty and lost in melancholie goes it on. - Thirst and Hunger follow me on my way.
The class is closed, its 4.13PM GMT+1 and I run for my train, reach it and sit into a rather modern but at least even worse Co2 pumper like the one from the morning.
The tiredness overpowers me almost and I have trouble staying awake, move myself afterwards over the Junky-Station back to my untidy room. First, a coffee.
Its now 5.49PM GMT+1 and I sit here, thinking, my head filled up with reality, no place for fantasy in my life, I have 3h homework in front of me.
DJTiest underneaths my recover-phase with stylishly trance and ambience music. - I know so much, understandable after 12years school, I can explain the most, understand the most or at least comprehend it.
Anyhow there are still unbelievable many things I can't understand out of my inner, for example - why there is some much violence in the world?.
But hey could be worse, my life is pure, my life is fantastic! - Iam glad to be alive. There are many things that wear me down, few which makes me happy but specially those little things like the cherry on the top of a bunch of cream are those who make me enjoy my life so much and I have to admit that I like everything which happens to me, cause I grow on it and reach to further bigness.
One have to up more, my life isn't bad all time. This what I write out here, I didn't display it negative or positive, just the things, facts someone once told me which I now remeber and connect.
And tomorrow I will stand up again, dont feel like again, but why? - There is much beautiful on the world, the sunrays who touch my skin, warm me like the burning love that hurts sometimes but its a good hurt and I it lets me know that Iam alive. When I see simple things, as complex as the stuff I learn in school all days long, when I stroke a leaf. - I love my life and Iam very happy that you all here. Thank you so much, I only wanted you to know it.
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Just seen 'An Inconvenient Truth'
4 min read
Okay, I've just seen this film about global warming, and hell, there are real cruel things going on out there right now.
Since the release of the IPCC(United Nations) Record about Global Warming the entire world has gone crazy about global warming. Our Politicans and those of the other nations got into high-level-bullshit discussions about what to do right now. They trying to stop industry to stop global warming and thus that they make alot of people unemployed.
I asked my friends and everyone have had another opinion about this stuff, the one said we all will strave to death, the other said nobodys doing something against that stuff, another one just told me that we can't stop it anymore and we should arm ourself against stronger storms with heavy wind, against aridity and other anomalys. That we should face the truth.
Some scientists said that we still have a chance to stop this.
James Lovelock told the world we should stop the thought about a green world and face our impending doom. He said that the global population will be gone back to 1Mrd at the beginning of the 22century.
Al Gore, Vice President of the united states said: "What changed in the US after hurricane katrina? - It was the feeling that we've entered a period of consequences."
I can understand that all this is going to confuse you alot, either it did to me.
So, maybe I can make some points clearer to you, hopyfully I will.
So here's my opinion about global warming:
I never, never realised the seriousness of global warming until today. I knew about this since I was 14 or so, and it never touched me very intensive. But by now I saw the film, I saw the UN taking it seriouser than me, I saw that my friends already know about that. And at this point, I realized that we're in big trouble.
All that I can say is... everyone knows that we have huge problems now. We can stop the Co2 emissions by now but I don't think that will matter anymore. The polution we have already done will last for several hundrets of years. Though, I believe we can't stop the emission fully. We need to upgrade our equitment, yes. Minimize the polution, yes. But shutting down our entire econimy will kill us too.
I doesn't matter if the have 2degrees or 20 left. The anomalys will come, and It will happen very slowy, over a hundret of years. We've heavily used the nature and its revenge will come. Many people will die, lets save those we can. That's my opinion.
Nothing is too late, and it never will be. The storms just will get stronger but we won't see this with one huge impact like in the day after tomorrow, we will see this in many little ones. Here 300.000 death, here 25.000, here 1500, here 39 and so on. You just need to read between the lines of newspapers and combine 1 to 1 and what you will realise is that it has already startet.
We need to redefine our world as more hostile now. We will need to build stronger houses, maybe bunkers, we will need to build higher walls and even more stabile cars or trains. We will have to accept that there will more people die in the cases of weather conditions. But it won't kill all of us, humanity will survive this time, like it did with every other. But I still take it serious, and I think we should minimize the CO2 Emissions to nearly zero.
That is my opinion about global warming.
Thank you for reading, be well and take care about you and your relatives.
Since the release of the IPCC(United Nations) Record about Global Warming the entire world has gone crazy about global warming. Our Politicans and those of the other nations got into high-level-bullshit discussions about what to do right now. They trying to stop industry to stop global warming and thus that they make alot of people unemployed.
I asked my friends and everyone have had another opinion about this stuff, the one said we all will strave to death, the other said nobodys doing something against that stuff, another one just told me that we can't stop it anymore and we should arm ourself against stronger storms with heavy wind, against aridity and other anomalys. That we should face the truth.
Some scientists said that we still have a chance to stop this.
James Lovelock told the world we should stop the thought about a green world and face our impending doom. He said that the global population will be gone back to 1Mrd at the beginning of the 22century.
Al Gore, Vice President of the united states said: "What changed in the US after hurricane katrina? - It was the feeling that we've entered a period of consequences."
I can understand that all this is going to confuse you alot, either it did to me.
So, maybe I can make some points clearer to you, hopyfully I will.
So here's my opinion about global warming:
I never, never realised the seriousness of global warming until today. I knew about this since I was 14 or so, and it never touched me very intensive. But by now I saw the film, I saw the UN taking it seriouser than me, I saw that my friends already know about that. And at this point, I realized that we're in big trouble.
All that I can say is... everyone knows that we have huge problems now. We can stop the Co2 emissions by now but I don't think that will matter anymore. The polution we have already done will last for several hundrets of years. Though, I believe we can't stop the emission fully. We need to upgrade our equitment, yes. Minimize the polution, yes. But shutting down our entire econimy will kill us too.
I doesn't matter if the have 2degrees or 20 left. The anomalys will come, and It will happen very slowy, over a hundret of years. We've heavily used the nature and its revenge will come. Many people will die, lets save those we can. That's my opinion.
Nothing is too late, and it never will be. The storms just will get stronger but we won't see this with one huge impact like in the day after tomorrow, we will see this in many little ones. Here 300.000 death, here 25.000, here 1500, here 39 and so on. You just need to read between the lines of newspapers and combine 1 to 1 and what you will realise is that it has already startet.
We need to redefine our world as more hostile now. We will need to build stronger houses, maybe bunkers, we will need to build higher walls and even more stabile cars or trains. We will have to accept that there will more people die in the cases of weather conditions. But it won't kill all of us, humanity will survive this time, like it did with every other. But I still take it serious, and I think we should minimize the CO2 Emissions to nearly zero.
That is my opinion about global warming.
Thank you for reading, be well and take care about you and your relatives.
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Standing up every day
4 min read
Okay, I was a long time ill and didn't go to school. So now, I have a few minutes left to rest and see what the future will bring.
But there still a big question left, in my inner.
"What makes me stand up each and every single day?"
I guess its the fact of our world, it must be going on, its the colours of the world.
But for now, I have to go, I will continue writing this in the afternoon.
Be well and take care folks.
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I am quite confused now. I spoke with my OSK (Thats a Shortcut for a Teacher that helps the Students in higher grades than 10) and he said I have "moments of brilliancy", which causes me to the fact that he calls me indirectly a genius and this has a bitter aftertaste. I don't like people expecting too much from me and this is far too much.
And he can't be the only one who is thinking this, because he gains such informations from the other teachers who actually teach me. I don't like called in this way, I don't like people bringing me on a higher level than other the other ones in my grade. I generally, do not like it being set higher than anyone. Im ordinary intelligent, I did never do anything for the world, for the people, I don't have a postion that can't be replaced by any other. Iam just one under 6.500.000.000 people.
Anyways, lets get back to my topic from this morning.
I'm never sure why I stand up each and every single day, what makes me get in my school for normal 9hours pure work. It would be much easier just to drink myself to death or get any job than to get my ass day by day in this school and trying to get my abitur. And I can tell you, its not only for having it. I don't go to a school for having good notes, I go to a school beacuse I want to know more as yet.
I think I do stand up every day because I want to see more of our beautiful planet, of the wonderful people I am allowed to meet. The pure nature, the strong animals that could easily kill us, the awesome techniques we discover every day and to see the emotions of people.
So, you could say I live for living. Perhabs you consider this as very stupid and maybe it is, but I don't have any special to live for. I do not live for a person, I do not live for a special animal or to do something special, I just like everything that life shows us, everything the people like to take me a look of. Im glad to have this.
I think its up to us to live for whatever we want, whether anybody who has seen death and birth, beginning and ending of life will tell you its only for having fun. When I was younger, I often considered this as very stupid but today I have to give them a point.
But more and more, things getting fucked up, kids sitting in front of the computers instead of running around and playing games, instead of going into the nature, instead of experienceing our planet and everything thats in it, of seeing the sun. They eat unhealthy stuff instead of doing sports. Its obvious why so many people are sad and depressive.
And we don't know for how long we will have our nature instead of factorys and brown or grey skies, citys growing every day, deserts of concrete, days are black and the nights are cold. There are only 2Degrees left until the global warming shows its tribut off, until many people will die. We don't know for sure how many will get killed but Im worried about the entire situation and so we should live every day as if its were our last.
be well and take care folks.
But there still a big question left, in my inner.
"What makes me stand up each and every single day?"
I guess its the fact of our world, it must be going on, its the colours of the world.
But for now, I have to go, I will continue writing this in the afternoon.
Be well and take care folks.
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I am quite confused now. I spoke with my OSK (Thats a Shortcut for a Teacher that helps the Students in higher grades than 10) and he said I have "moments of brilliancy", which causes me to the fact that he calls me indirectly a genius and this has a bitter aftertaste. I don't like people expecting too much from me and this is far too much.
And he can't be the only one who is thinking this, because he gains such informations from the other teachers who actually teach me. I don't like called in this way, I don't like people bringing me on a higher level than other the other ones in my grade. I generally, do not like it being set higher than anyone. Im ordinary intelligent, I did never do anything for the world, for the people, I don't have a postion that can't be replaced by any other. Iam just one under 6.500.000.000 people.
Anyways, lets get back to my topic from this morning.
I'm never sure why I stand up each and every single day, what makes me get in my school for normal 9hours pure work. It would be much easier just to drink myself to death or get any job than to get my ass day by day in this school and trying to get my abitur. And I can tell you, its not only for having it. I don't go to a school for having good notes, I go to a school beacuse I want to know more as yet.
I think I do stand up every day because I want to see more of our beautiful planet, of the wonderful people I am allowed to meet. The pure nature, the strong animals that could easily kill us, the awesome techniques we discover every day and to see the emotions of people.
So, you could say I live for living. Perhabs you consider this as very stupid and maybe it is, but I don't have any special to live for. I do not live for a person, I do not live for a special animal or to do something special, I just like everything that life shows us, everything the people like to take me a look of. Im glad to have this.
I think its up to us to live for whatever we want, whether anybody who has seen death and birth, beginning and ending of life will tell you its only for having fun. When I was younger, I often considered this as very stupid but today I have to give them a point.
But more and more, things getting fucked up, kids sitting in front of the computers instead of running around and playing games, instead of going into the nature, instead of experienceing our planet and everything thats in it, of seeing the sun. They eat unhealthy stuff instead of doing sports. Its obvious why so many people are sad and depressive.
And we don't know for how long we will have our nature instead of factorys and brown or grey skies, citys growing every day, deserts of concrete, days are black and the nights are cold. There are only 2Degrees left until the global warming shows its tribut off, until many people will die. We don't know for sure how many will get killed but Im worried about the entire situation and so we should live every day as if its were our last.
be well and take care folks.
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