Current Residence: Northrhine-Westfalica, near Cologne
Favourite genre of music: Almost Everything
Favourite style of art: Naive-Painting
Operating System: Vista
My Haunting MemoriesI work in a Hospital, I work as a male nurse.My Haunting Memories by Shyrkon
When I first began my journy to help people, to really help people, it was more like a romantic dream which I lived, today, its like 6 Months ago, I see alot of things clearer, maybe wiser than before. Forget about the dramatic shit of Emergency Room or Chicago Hope, forget about House M.D. reality couldnt be futher away.
I saw things, I couldnt even imagine, theres no dramtic music playing at your final seconds, theres no nice thoughts or heroism, you know what most people say? - Most people are afraid of dying, most people cry, most people beg and pray to you to save them, to help them keep on living their lives, even if theres no cure for them, even if they know, they keep on. I just started my apprenticeship and i grew thoughtful beyond my limits of imagination. Its not that I cant live with it, its more like being reflective on life and living itself.
Somtimes when I close my eyes, I see the Patients who died.I did things which Iam not
Hungering Creaturedont talk here that often anymore, but well, should get up to it again.Hungering Creature by Shyrkon
Anyways, I work in a greek restaurant now, sometimes its nice, sometimes its the pure horror. It just depens on how many people wanna eat or drink shit.
And thats what I wanna talk about now;
There were a few things which catched my eye:
1.) When People eat, it looks awful, I never watched it really intense but most people eat with an unbelivable arrogance and selfishness, as if the food they get would be born, suffer and die just for them. After I noticed this, I just cant stand watching people eating stuff anymore, makes me sick.
2.) Restaurants, Bars, whatever, or in general terms 'gastronomy' is a total surreal place in which you are lost between lies you play for the people who eat there, like being pleasent, nice, friendly and the world of waste, each day, I see like 200 breads torn away in the streets. - On the front, everything is shiny and nice, in the back, the staff works their asses of to fulfil the hun